April 11, 2010

  • uncertainly you may stay today
    before i run far far far away today
    and leave behind cutted rind withered in kind
    from lack of life, love is blind.

    for him too, i think i said once before, a nice
    little place inside is prbly waiting for his memory's slice
    of me and me and me and me before the we reduced to smidgens pecked to death like pigeons at a crumb
    on the floor; @ the hearth now, loving along with him in a heart humming humming our song
    it sometimes means something more than just wrong. do i belong? should i be strong? srsly dick, come along.

    and just because i always go back to what i thought i never really leftinfront i must try to rhyme and reason
    and play like treason cause i'm always saying for everything a season. why must death of any life scare me?

    om tare tuttare ture svaha

January 21, 2010

  • 01/21/2010

    collection plates passing on hands grabbing for man's wallet he hates
    him for having to date a passing green grate worth feeding his young
    and planning for late.

    so it has come tonight that big brother was right to enslave daylight
    that corporate hate might give passage, a right of way, to come home
    someday and slay big brother at supreme first sight.
    then mom and dad and all the rest, howdies and sobs, cakes to hobnob
    and catch up with the best, of all the kin who hadn't let in worst upon best.

    empty now, like my soul on a stormy picture perfect moment in time, standing
    on a ledge anchored in just by a stone hinge lion. never to return until somebody
    finds a reason to love what was lost and trust what was not in the first last place
    i tried to see and spread the word if not for us then who are we, dare to disturb?

    he likes it this way. passing the plate like it's going out of style, mile after mile,
    of genetics and tainted root not worth the burn pile. the empty house again, and again,
    we pass it so often. never knowing who was within; stone must never soften.

December 27, 2009

  • fantastic feelings are jinxed together forever coming and going like my weather vain
    as it is during an electrical surge so sweet to purge post eat 'fore dirge.

    figure them out and win the prize of silent weeping willowy & wanting eyes, so blue
    from sorrow within; but thin and then again some gin would be nice to soothe the lies.

    that creep from nowhere but underneath the shelf of self made fabrics and sheath, that flow
    in the breeze of a summer's end grief; but gin again no to me will always be forever ennui.

    until the next mix of feelings is folded in my heart will bear to beat again, from time to time and
    rhyme to rhyme, though closer to home i have for me that one true feeling that is jinxed from within.

    ~dickcarter

October 20, 2009

  • Margaret, are you grieving
    Over Goldengrove unleaving?
    Leaves like the things of man, you
    With your fresh thoughts care for, can you?
    Ah! as the heart grows older
    It will come to such sights colder
    By and by, nor spare a sigh
    Though worlds of wanwood leafmeal lie;
    And yet you will weep and know why.
    Now no matter, child, the name:
    Sorrow’s springs are the same.
    Nor mouth had, nor no mind, expressed
    What heart heard of, ghost guessed:
    It is the blight man was born for,
    It is Margaret you mourn for.

    -Gerard Manley Hopkins (1918)

September 27, 2009

  • letter to the shreditor

    Has the Times Tribune come to this? Seriously promoting the editorial comments of a man so cloudy clearly indoctrinated by corporate greed? Who could take serious such comments? Your fragile and often marginalized readers. Perhaps you might try a different approach. You might seriously consider comparing the voices of thousands, even millions, who have been systematically denied adequate health care because of companies like Humana, with those of those you clearly support. Maybe head over to the Knox County Health Department and interview those being treated? Oh wait, I've got it, actually print the truth as it happens to us all. Since when did such dishonesty become so reliable?

    Treating health care reform like it's an attack on our sweet and precious corporate owners is not unlike turning up the thermostat in spite of rising energy costs. Outright ridiculous. But hey, at least you have the blessings of Humana. I'm certain the editorial board, managers, writers and copy clerks, not to mention powerless publisher, of the Times Tribune fit nicely into their dream scape of one world, one health care provider, one newspaper, one owner, one god. Oh, and I must not forget about all those awesome jobs that keep Kentuckians in the well-lit dark. Easy for a think tanker I reckon. Truly, it's no wonder your paper will never receive that prized letter from Columbia University. Have you no conscience? You do know who your readers are, don't you (hint: I described a good portion of them in the fourth sentence, above)? And finally, to be a bit more like your editorial free marketer, you do know what's happening to newspapers the world over? Don't you?

    Regards,

    dickcarter
    St Petersburg, FL

August 27, 2009

  • 1980

    a forced smile hides the truth of lovers in lust jerking out a pulled tooth

    that's wrapped up in cottony guaze all along socket's edge where the guilt is the hilt of all that is youth in a wedge
    or bind or hard place to be, except for you and him and always me.  we are to be exactly as a forced smile suggests we act in faith not laugh in jest, so smile an put my tools to test the golden crown that reached his crest to whiten away the better than best.  his smile or was it hers, doesn't matter, it's not yurs, hides more than i've said; but to be able to be read by more than my head i must file the order and wipe up the red blood on my clasped bib, no, no, no body knows the golden filling it shows, on top of the right, near the molar exposed.  now back to that smile and hiding of things known only to him but belonging in rings thrown from within the force of the gas blaring burning begin!
     
    it used to hurt but not anymore, since he forgot how to smile and learned how to bore] [even deeper than most could ever explore.  'till a cuspid was cankered on the bit hit before] [he learned the most fascinating turns to gently deplore, all that his smile could never uncover before.  
     
    time tricks us to think that smiles mean a lot more] [than you have ever never thought, perhaps not, but could be more] [wrought with pain never sought by the eye ever fraught with vision into his ominous aught to abhor. 
     
    so there you have it but yet you don't even know what the hell i mean when i won't share what i feel and know to
    be real: the reasons for smiling come forward to heal, with pride, fascination, jealousy & pills.  love is for real when i know how to feel the reasons to smile on his irreprehensible reels.
     
    -dick

June 15, 2009

  • #1971

    let the tears fall through summer's end

    to not let the same of me, my friend in life and death for nothing is more
    than me and me and meandmeandme for shore, that lines the water poor as mother's carter's pills poor chore.
    the sanity is mine and falling is fine, but i'd rather be here, wishing fine cheer
    than anywhere else one said is a bore.
    all problems can wait...as long and deep as eternal fate.
    -richard
  • one day fine

    one day fine, for each bent tine,

    a tale will too crawl down my spine;
    however
    until such time, using rhythm not rhyme,
    the tale or talk is sub to the prime:
    "the journey..." he said, "is worth the time"
    "but in theory it's not just you," she read, In Red Sublime
    "it's all to me and you to see" he then replied, "but how can sunset let the tide..."
    "come in then out and backwards slide?" She nodded to reply a telling asking why,
    "...he could be so foolish with his big fat lie!"

    ouch
    -dick


June 12, 2009

  • #1942

    if i don't miss the time before i know now, how could i dread the ending's edge somehow? in this stretchy version, the moron cavernously wanders why he is so sad for sorrow, or tomorrow, or borrow; to never get back that that that never even came. i'm speaking to you, of course, through the wanderings of my mind's mine...kaboom then curses came! the canaries was OMG too scary even though their backs were ooh too hairy with yellow shades of wary, to warn of a hard broiled ...too contrary.

    the now is the never. the never is the ever. for too, about and purposed with one thing in mind. that thems what killed 'em down at the show, but left the bleacher crawls shivering for snow, is what will be thy name and thus with fuss and muss, thy kingdom same, whose will will willed dun BBBelow, on berth as it lacks in headroom. ame...ahem..rica.

    i won't go on anymore tonight, though i should with you while i'm in sight, but won't so don't even take that flight, to towns and cuntries worth nay their might, until you and is find what's so right, with nothing at all in fogged up light. peace & praise & fellowship tonight.

    we'll see yuns in church!

    -dick

December 31, 2008

  • if new means new then old must be you, or is it me that's you, old then new?

    fresh and clean, nasty not mean, hardly a way to live, but more than best to die

    for you, not me, but then who for this wasted life or lie to give?

    new now, see how, you know, no? why?

    oh, see now, me, yeah, that's who, not i.

    b/c you are i, and eye to eye you see my

    color of truth that blanched the lie

    of me not you, then who? not whom, to me for proof due death

    of that me that was to me, not you, but to me for bottomed breath

    of life musts, or else the bye, bye, bye.

    welcome new, how to do you do?  whatever it is you need, bring it now

    and see me carry it all, and how!

    have a sit, near seated tao, for past is so "you know" now,

    or then, it's old like men, who strain to straighten the bend.

    but young, or new, or confuse me too, holler wow!! and laugh to mend

    the broken new that once was then

    but crease to fold, new to old, becomes when somehow.

    glad.

     

    -dickcarter, 'bout damn time